If you will allow me to progress to the current installment of my story, I feel the need to vent. As we look ahead to our (hopefully) upcoming IVF I feel both excitement, but also a great deal of fear. I know that this is the closest I have ever been to finally being pregnant, but at the same time I feel like this game is about to go into overtime and it is Sudden Death.
It feels like we are looking directly at the end of the road and we are either heading toward parenthood or going the other way. I am scared to death that we will do this, our last chance at having our own child and it won't work. Then what? Spend the next 5 years saving enough money for adoption? How the hell did I get to the end of the line already? How can I be 27 years old and already be facing something so huge? All of this just scares the hell out of me.
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It's not your last chance. Don't listen to that.
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