This morning I had to get up at 8am to drive to the clinic and have my beta blood pregnancy test. Getting up, sitting in traffic, waiting in line at the office all felt like such salt in the wound. I woke up in a miserable mood, so standing there listening to other hopeful woman talk about the outcomes of their pregnancy test was awful. I wanted to run out and skip the whole thing. Instead I quietly waited, got my blood drawn, and even said thank you when the nurse wished me luck today. I figured it wasn't worth it to explain how I had gotten multiple negatives or my period. That would just make it worse. More sympathetic eyes. Anyway, I will "know" later on this afternoon when I get my call-back. I figure when they call back to give me the bad news I can ask some details about the FET process. Man, this sucks.
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I'm so sorry about the negative hpt. I cannot believe this failed. Maybe the beta this afternoon will prove you wrong?
Please post when you get the results.
Sorry for the duplicate comments. Blogger having problems & I ended up posting the same thing 4x
My heart and thoughts are going to be with you all day today, Kristen. Please keep us posted if you can. Either way, we're here to support you. Sending big hugs out east to you.
I don't even know what to say... the one thing about this whole process has been that they send you for that blood test... Whatever the results know that we're collectively thinking of you and wishing you the best.
Suck, suck, suck. Totally sucks.
Thinking of you, as always.
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