I knew that as we entered into our second IVF we would approach the whole process differently. When I did my last fresh IVF, I was an IVF virgin and I had the opinion of 'how in the hell could we fail'. There was no friggin way that we wouldn't get pg. Well, one failed IVF, a FET and a miscarriage later... here we are. I enter into this IVF a hell of a lot more skeptical than last time. That being said, it is a bit frightening how optimistic and sure I am. Damn this eternal optimism. I am shocked that the past two and a half years have not beat the optimism out of me. I hope that this is it. I hope that we have sufficiently "paid our dues", I hope that our infertility journey is coming to an end, but who knows.
I wish I could hit fast forward and see what was going on in, oh let's say, three weeks. Instead I will have to muddle through.
Anywho, I have another round of b/w and u/s in the morning. My arms and stomach are bruised and sore. My juice container is filled with used needles. I feel like my ovaries are about to burst. I guess ER time must be around the corner.
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I hope your IF journey is coming to an end as well. I admire you for your optimism. IF seems to beat it out of most people.
Hope the b/w and u/s went well today. Am hoping and praying for you and this cycle.
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