I feel like I have been really quiet lately, but it feels like every time I sit down to write I don't know what to say. Partly because I vacillate between extreme joy and excitement to pure and utter fear. Bry and I went out to dinner this weekend and I looked at him and asked "does it make me a terrible person if every once in a while I wonder to myself, what the hell have I done." I feel like this says it all. I know that we are more than capable of handling three children, but it is a scary thought at the same time.
Tomorrow we go for the next ultrasound. This time they will be looking for fetal poles and hopefully we can see hearbeats. It should be a pretty telling u/s because it might yield some info on if all three babies are going to make it. I just pray that everything (and everyone) is going ok.
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I hope and pray that we have nothing but great news from you tomorrow. Wishing you guys the best.
Same here - positive thoughts for a happy u/s! Hearing the heartbeat(s) will put your minds at ease. Hang in there!!
I'm thinking of you today... I hope you see all three heartbeats!
Sending positive u/s vibes your way today. I hope you get wonderful news!
Good luck today & can't wait to hear all about.
As to your fears, heck, those are normal feelings & emotions you're going through. I went thru those same feelings & fears just having 1 baby.
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