More Kids???

One of the things that I have spent some time thinking about lately is the possiblity of having more kids. Today I went to my OB and we talked about more kids and whether or not to use some form of birth control. She said I was all clear for another pregnancy so I don't need to worry about birth control if we are okay with more kids.

If we had an infinite amount of money I would say that I could easily want 3+ more kids. I cannot believe how much I love being a Mom. I kind of figured that I would want to go back to work fairly shortly after having the girls but I cannot imagine a job I love more than being a Mom to my kids. The problem is that having kids is not so easy for us and I don't think we are willing to do more infertility treatments.

It just makes me wonder what is going to happen for us. I thought I would never ask for more kids since we are so freaking lucky to have our girls. We have not forgotten what a miracle our babies are and how lucky we are to have been able to be blessed with them. I just can't help but wonder what the future holds for us.

I just hope it doesn't sound too selfish to want more kids after we have been blessed with two miracle children. It is just such a blessing from God to be a parent and to have these amazing little creatures in my life. It is what life is all about.