What does this Mothers Day really mean to me? I don't think words can fully express the joy that I feel celebrating this day with my beautiful daughters. For years my heart has ached every Christmas, Easter, birthday, special day... but not like it did the second Sunday of May. Watching all the new mommas hold their beautiful cherubs as I endured infertility tests, procedures and loss. It hurt like no hurt I ever experienced. And now I get to be the Momma with two beautiful cherubs. For me it is a bittersweet day. I want to dance and sing and rejoice at how lucky I am. At the same time my heart still hurts knowing that lots and lots of women out there are still feeling that ache. My hearts goes out to them today and every Mothers Day. For they should get to know the joy that I was lucky enough to have experienced today. For me every day is Mothers Day, every day is a blessing, a gift. I pray that they too will soon know my joy. Today was a good day for me.
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