Thank God that is over

I had no idea how much I was dreading Gracie's surgery until it was over. Once she was home and okay I felt like a huge weight was lifted off of my shoulders. There is something so overwhelming about each of these experiences we have had. Whether it was Abby's surgery or sedated scans or long specialist appointments or therapy sessions or yesterday... it takes such a huge toll. It takes a toll on the entire family. Not just Grace and Abby and Brian and Me... but our extended family. The worry. The prayer. The fears and anxieties. It all weighs on you like a wall of bricks. So for now I am thankful that our calendar for the next few months includes no surgery, no sedation, no major appointments or tests. Thank God we have a little breathing room. (KNOCK ON WOOD!!!)